Sunday, May 29, 2005
10:28 PM
mum came home and we watched mtv movie life house of wax together..haha never expect mum to watch that..anyway we watched tv till around 630 and we headed to westmall for dinner..i kept asking her what she wants to eat so i can decide where to go but instead of answering me she ask me where do i wana go..haha she's so funny sometimes i cant stand it..we were at the parking lot area and she was like all this stupid cars park here for what then i said so your car isnt stupid la..she talks like she's the only one who parks her car there and is the only one who uses the car..haha okay nvm its so stupid la..haha okay anyway tml is the camp and no i still haven pack..haha im lazy..i wana sleep..okay thanks to zenn eng,she made my day!:)she help me get something off my chest:))thanks zenn!-hugs haha i know she'll read this..haha okay i guess this is all people..cheers!
mistakes are part of the dues one have to pay for a full life.-sophia loren
3:37 PM
okay woke up at 12 today..mum went for facial and dad went to work..work up walk to the toilet with my eyes still close and went out for brunch?haha yeah had currypuff thats all..watched tv till around 1plus got up and shower and came online till now..im bored..mum just called..she's coming home soon..im gona ask her to go to the airport when we can see the plane taking off..and we shall do some heart to heart talk..okay i dont really have much to say..track camp is tml and i have not even started packing..okay i guess this is it till camp is over.cheers!
Saturday, May 28, 2005
8:56 PM
today was okay..let's see..i got woken up by a text msg followed by my dear mother who came in to off the aircon and walk out without switching the fan on..i hate it when she does that..besides i was freaking tired last night all i wanted to do was to sleep..haha okay nothing unusual..haha im always sleeping..yeah anyway so i was suppose to meet ravinder at 12 but i left my place at 12 cause i only got out of bed not feeling grumpy at 1130..haha yeah but thank god ravinder was late too..wasted my cash taking cab la!haha but if i didnt take a cab i would have been even more late..poor steff had to wait for us all alone caus gwen didnt turn up..she came with others..the fun fair im talking about..haha yeah my pri school fun fair..it wasnt too bad for a pri school fair i would say..was with elle the whole time..eating and drinking alot..hahaha and the best part was i finally got to see mrs yip!!:))i miss her!!ever since i left i didnt have the time to go back to see her..her son is cute..haha yeah..okay mrs yip never taught me or anything..i just started talking to her..and we hit off kinda well..so yeah..okay yes and gwen keeps talking about the children day thing..cause i was the only one in our class who got a present from her..but thats cause i was the only one who gave her a teachers day present..i think..haha whatever it is..gwen thinks i had a crush on her..hahaha rubbish la..okay so i help mrs yip moved some stuff and i was shock she could remember who i was!haha happy at the same time!haha yeah anyway i gave her a really long hug..didnt dare to hug too tight la..hahaha!okay yeah was kinda awkward though..haha okay yeah after that headed to town with elle to meet steph and rachel..was suppose to watch a show but ended up walking around town..and elle and rachel had 3 sticks of cotton candy!!haha yeah and they all took the orange ck summer balloon which was nice cause it was orange!haha yeah okay and they did stupid stuff la..anyway my shoulder is aching like hell..elle's massage is good..haha okay i had an apple for dinner..it'll keep the Doc away..haha okay yes im crazy..track camp is next monday..gona miss my show.......:((((but thank god a kind soul is tapping it for me..haha yes yes steph dont let your ego go up ah!haha kidding..yeah okay the camp is gona be fun..gona do some catching up with cheryl..and at last..we're all training together as a team..but the trainings are gona be tough..cause..we're training two times aday..but its worth it..but i'll miss my tv shows..HAHA!and my blankie..haha yushan and i were talking about what to bring..its stupid okay..we talk like we were gona stay in a hotel at NY or something..but truth is..its just in school..haha okay i've said alot..you all are gona go blind reading this..cheers!:)
Friday, May 27, 2005
11:56 PM
one passion.
im so tired..i have not felt so tired for a really long time..my back is aching from cleaning the house..my legs are tired and feels liek jelly after the countless workouts we did..training was tough..but i liked it:)i enjoyed todays training for some reason..but i dont know why..gave the whole council thing a miss for track..went down to nie with jia rui and the rest..and soon leslie joined us..yeah..okay then mum picked me up and we went to steph place..my mum's steph..her good friend..its at holland..those white houses..i love them..chess used to stay in one of the white houses there too..okay yeah..so we helped steph move some stuff and headed to get dinner and home..i was so so so tired already by then..but since i wana go out for the fair tml..i thought that i should help mum clean the house today so she wont have to do it all alone tml..haha yeah..my results suck..depressing*argh..okay im gona turn in..my eyelids are heavy..ahaha nights..cheers.
Monday, May 23, 2005
1:17 PM
i dont know how to go to school anymore!!my sister cut the back of my hair and it turn out...weird..i look funny..argh!!i dont blame her..but..ayia..how..i dont know how to go to school anymore..yes i know hair grows..but still!!i look funny okay..should have just left it as it was..argh..whatever..not like i dont look crappy enough..haha so i guess its not biggie?oh well..going out with sis,mum and dad..i dont mind sis..but not dad or mum..i hate to go out when you put both my mum and stupid father together..they just piss the fuck outta me..hmm these few days i've been using alot of bad words..haha must be the cow..HAHA!okay im bored..i still hate my hair..and i still want that pair of nike dunks..haha okay yes..ugly duckie is leaving..cheers!
Sunday, May 22, 2005
6:28 PM
woke up at 10 today and went to the market to get my mum chicken..haha cause tonight my aunt and all are coming for a dinner cause mel is leaving on tues..sad..very indeed..im gona go over during Dec again..i think..oh well..today went to town with mel..i had a great time with her:)saw some stuff i want..but didnt get them..shall save up if i really want them la..but its just clothes..and i dont wana spend..so i shall be plain old boring mabel not like anyone cares..okay lets see..oh!and i saw the nike dunks which i wanted like a really long time ago and i thought they dont sell it anymore..but there was this place which sells it!!but...no..i didnt get it..yes whatever..argh..okay people are starting to come but rude mabel is locking herself in the room..haha okay i shall go out and be nice..cheers!oh..i want a new layout..or whatever it is la..so charlotte my dear if your reading this which i doubt so but yeah just in case..haha please come online!!haha though i know your busy these few days!haha remember our date yeah?love you hot mama!:)
Saturday, May 21, 2005
2:42 PM
let's just say..yesterday was hell fun?haha okay today's gona be one hell of a boring day..going to my grannys cause of my dear sister..she dont wana be alone..haha okay so i had to cancel going to adora's place..oh well..yes im not gona like going to my grannys place la..its all the way at woodlands..but its okay cause of the long car ride im gona get!x) and i'll be passing sports school..haha i wana go sports school..but then again..i dont want..ahha okay whatever..im bored..bye
Thursday, May 19, 2005
7:53 PM
its been sometime since i last updated..melissa is leaving next week and i have track tml..i have to choose between her or track..i choose her..oh well..sigh life have been boring..after every paper i have been going for tuition that the people at pine grove cafe know us really well..haha okay yeah i like maryanne's house..the one at hillview..ravinder pushed me into the pool the other day..haha we had fun..okay lets talk about today..it was okay..after tuition cab to town with mel and i went to meet mel and mum..and we walked around centerpoint then drop mel off to meet yewj..went for a hair cut with mum after that and i fell asleep at the hair dresser's cause mum was talking sooooo long..haha my hair is short..it kinda just made me look ten times worst..but not like i actually seriously care..haha okay..my lil baby coffee went for a fur cut too and she smells good plus look good..she is hot..hahahaha!okay cheers!
Sunday, May 15, 2005
1:31 PM
okay let's see..i woke up at 11plus cause of a text but i fell asleep again and woke up again later at 12plus cause my auntie called and i didnt want to answer but no she didnt want to hang up either so i had no choice but to get out of bed..yes the same old thing again..i got tangled up in my blankie and i ended up falling onto the platform and answering the phone..mum went for facial..going over to aunt ann's place later..i love her place!!:)))cause my dear socks-a dog mine you-is there..and my aunt got a new cat too and the cat is super cute!!haha the eyes damn big la..and its really friendly..but her house is all the way at east coast la......haha its okay i love long rides anyway..okay im bored waiting my my dear mother to come home..she's not answering her call must be still doing facial..okay accounts paper is tml..someone save me please..anyone..im so dead..i have to pass..i think im gona die..oh well..cheers!
Saturday, May 14, 2005
11:16 PM
long rides
met someone up for dinner..had long bus ride..i liked it:)thats about it.cheers!
"that innocent face:)"
Friday, May 13, 2005
10:36 PM
today was one heck of a day alright..im dead tired..okay lets see..i had chem paper today and i made some careless mistakes which i shouldnt be..oh well..okay after chem paper was tuition with mel,maryanne,ravinder and fangzi..it was okay la..we did bio today..was damn dry..before tuition we went to the tree where mel and i pluck that fruit the last time..haha i start trying to pluck one again..and my phone dropped out and i didnt realise till i went up..yes i freaked out and ran down back to the clubhouse and started freaking thank god maryanne was there with me:)love you for that:)okay yes and i suddenly thought of that tree and i ran there with maryanne and she was like you damn careless la!haha yeah i agree..this isnt the first time..the last time i left it in the toilet in school and gina wu found it..so now my phone has my name written on it..haha thanks to clara:)okay yes before tuition mel and i had fish and chips and we all were talking about next time..and both mel and i ask each other at the same time if we wanted to open a pet shop next time..haha cause maryanne was saying being a vet would need alot of this and that so both mel and i looked at each other and ask..haha it was damn funny..and dear fangzi was like yeah name your shop the m&ms pet shop cause both mel and i like m&ms and we're both Ms..haha it was super funny and we all started laughing like hell..i had fun la:)was suppose to go to mel's place for tennis after tuition but mum was wanted to meet me at holland with melissa-my sister-mum told me to wait at this place and she went somewhere else..was kinda piss..guess i was moody cause i was so freaking hot and i felt horrible in school uniform..it was damn bloody hot alright..i was melting..yeah anyway saw yewj-sister's husband to be-yeah and i just realise his eyes are like super brown..ahaha light brown!haha okay his funny..yeah anyway clara's eyes are super brown..their light very light brown..nice..haha okay that girl is gona have an ego boost..saw her in town..one of the few i saw in town..i saw quite a few people in town today..my feet hurt like hell alright..wearing my biggg school shoes walking from here to there there to here..i was close to death..haha too bad s'pore just dont have a school shoe which is my size..haha okay tml its accounts tuition-i think-and maybe more shopping with the ladies..sis is leaving on the 24..sad day that is..i'll miss her..cheers!
"its something unpredictable"
Sunday, May 08, 2005
8:00 PM
sometimes i find it hard to believe what my sister says..i wrote her a long e mail and i got a 3 line reply..im telling myself its cause she is busy.oh well.today was boring..stayed home all day and did some maths and read my book..made phone calls and was texting at times..right now im online..not talking to anyone..i think my msn has a problem..the one zenn faced..you talk to people but they dont know..oh well..maybe they just dont wana talk to me?haha okay tml school is starting..not really looking forward to it..staying back tml to do accounts with my new found teacher..haha okay im bored..bye.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
11:12 PM
lets see..my grandma's place wasnt too bad..but..i was kinda bored..haha was reading all the time..felt bad cause i wasnt talking much..oh well that happens when i go to my dad side of the family..unless im with my cousins who i talk to..yeah..one who keeps saying she like woman..haha one day i shall ask..really ah?hahaha!okay thats so stupid..anyway..no one is talking to me online..or rather..im not talking to anyone..i felt so much more better after writting that mail to my sisters..right now i shall just wait for their reply..but what im afraid of is..they might call me up instead of replying..thats how lazy they are..haha okay but i still miss them in any case..they have been gone for near 4 years i think?okay whatever it is..it seems like they have been there for that long..i miss tammy too!okay so random..tml is gona be a boring day..i plan to stay home and study all day..haha and i hate my dad..yes all this years..he's still an asshole to me..he pissed me off today so i got back..haha so mean..yes whatever..he is nothing to me anyway..yes the evil side of mabel..but only to him..okay i dont wish to talk about him anymore shall go rot till people i want to talk to comes online..cheers!
5:21 PM
today..i felt really blue..kept listening to michael buble home..it reminds me of my sisters..oh well..okay i slept at 1am last night and woke up at 930 this morning..headed for tuition at 10..tuition lasted from 11 till around 2plus?i cant really remember..but i had 3hours of solid maths tuition..i was brain dead by the end of tuition..so maryanne,ravinder,mel,fangzi and i went to the club house after tuition for lunch..i left shortly after that..headed back home..as usual..i loved the bus ride..and blasted my ears..hahaha that sounds wrong but oh well..okay i feel like going to a big field where is peaceful and i just wana go there to blast my ears and let the wind blow against my face..oh well..im tired..im bored..okay tonight im having mother's day dinner..gotto go all the way to woodlands..tell me about it..okay will be back again..cheers!
Friday, May 06, 2005
10:03 PM
okay today was bad at first..i got so stressed up after my stupid accounts class test i kinda broke down alittle..walked out of class and just nice cheryl was there..just the person i needed to talk to..and so yeah..we talk for awhile and she had to go..so i talked to simone and i felt better..went to the toilet and found out i had my period..like wtf..what a time to come..so yeah got chess to get me my pad..haha this time i brought my own..i cant stand using what people give me cause im so fussy..i only want cotton pad..okay i think im too detailed here..lol..dont mind me please..im feeling alittle disgusting here today..haha yeah anyway after school i went to harbour front and after that i took my long bus ride..its the best..but i froze in the bus..i was like a dead frozen pig..cause i was sleeping..lol okay yes..got home and mom bought dinner which wasnt too bad..and okay i cant really remember what i did..yeah..sigh..the whole fucking cannot-fail-more-then-three subject thing is stressing the shit out of me..i mean..i really have no idea how to not fail 3 subjects..the least i can was four..i gotto really work hard this time to get what i want..but it just seem so hard..oh well..okay nothing else to blog about..my life is boring..oh some rumours have been going around..and it makes no sense at all?i hardly talk to this person in school and people say im giving her special treatment..yeah and let me guess..is that treatment the not talking to her part?its so stupid..our school girls have no life sad to say..im not saying everyone..only that few..oh well..let them be..i got nothing to hide:)cheers!x)
michael buble-home
Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home
Thursday, May 05, 2005
4:30 PM
today's paper was a killer for me!!haha okay i wasnt really tired during paper one thanks to buva who kept kicking my chair everytime my head goes down xp it was damn funny cause when she does that i'll suddenly jump up..yes like an idiot..haha okay anyway paper two was a killer!it wasnt very tough but tough..okay crapping here..i think clara fell asleep already..haha pre-paid ran out of cash!gotto go get a top up later..but mel is lazy to go down get it with me..leslie talked to us today..if anyone of the sports group girls fail three or more subject..you can play for the school..your out..even if your a star runner,player..blar blar blar..yea..so mabel is dead..they say cant fail for then three and hello i only pass three for CA..how's that?yes work hard..blar blar blar..oh well..im so not in the mood..there goes this years nationals..
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
5:25 PM
tell me about it.today was a day i actually listen in class and understand what the teachers were saying and i actually studied when we had free lesson..oh well..cold war is all i can say..i dont give a damn..or let's just say im used to it?this has happen like a "million" times and im tired.im not gona say anything.dont ask me to talk things out-not saying you will-cause im tired.i guess just leave me alone like what you did.
today was fine i guess?okay not really..only some know why..having a bad headache cause i train during recess and the sun was burning hot..but i had "fun" in a way..it got me stop thinking about stuff and all..oh well..im bored..cheers!
Monday, May 02, 2005
12:19 AM
some jackass have been hecking into my friendster account and writing testi to scold people..so if any of you guys get it its NOT me okay?i wouldnt do such a thing..its so not a thing mabel would do.and to whom it may be..stop it..
Sunday, May 01, 2005
11:29 PM
okay malaysia was kinda boring..but i loved the long car ride i had for the whole day:)we had curry fish head and seafood..my cousin's husband brought us to some ulu places to eat but it was good!haha okay i still love the long car ride..i want it again!haha mum said that we shall go into malaysia some other time together again:)okay but like i said..i only liked the car ride..haha okay yep it was pouring there too..was blusting my ears and i fell sleep in the car..haha woke up with the left side of my shoulder aching like hell..was in a bad mood then..haha okay i couldnt find anything nice to get..twin in coming over tml for the mother's day lunch..after that we should be heading down town..that idiot asked my mum if she can have me out for a day..haha so my mum said yes after all that begging she did..haha okay she was suppose to stay over but i told her during the holidays la..haha okay im dead tired..wana go have my beauty sleep real soon..the hamster isnt online!haha bet she's sleeping now..okay im bored..hamster can really entertain her owner i tell you..she's a good entertainer!:)haha okay shall stop my crap here..oh i bought new school shoes at last!haha my pals around me should know the gross old dirty pair im having now..haha i haven been washing them..what to do?im lazy and i dont see a point when my shoes get dirty by monday cause mabel has a bad habit of stepping on her own shoes..dont ask why..i have no clue why either..born that way..retarded..haha okay im like insulting myself..hamster would laugh seeing this i tell you..now see who is the abusive one?ahha okay shall get my butt outta here and go to lalaland and dream of sweet nothings..hahaha cheers!
12:09 PM
im going to malaysia soon..i dont really wana go actually..but my mum says i have to go..oh well..im either falling sick or someone misses me..have been sneezing all morning..haha okay i shant be thick skin..must be im falling sick..okay i have nothing to blog..shall blog when i get back..yep..cheers!
Incomplete.
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Incomplete
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